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Soliloquy: The Mixtape - EP

by Divaj

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1.
Intro (Soliloquy) 02:42
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Yo, I finally see the truth I had to cut some loose As I begin to win, I see that they want me to lose. I let my feelings lead the way, and they led me to you. Now when it comes to head or heart, I know what I’ma choose. Reflect on the moments, grow from my mistakes Loving myself now, I know the hateful can’t take And I’m on to the next now, because the future’s at stake Hours spent writing, this for my queens that is up late Reflect on the memories, seeds of our essence Teacher and the student, it’s give and take on the lessons Ten years ago, that’s when I came out, Be free from the fear, that’s what it’s about. I lost my little cousin to senseless act of violence She knew I’d always be there for her, but she suffered in silence, What could I’ve done different, how could I have known? Cuz even back then, I’d play and pretend, claiming that I was in the zone Friendships with cracks, and lust that turned spoiled. Engulfed in dark flames, but who poured the oil, I truly believe, that every damn thing, happens for a reason But I wanna know, it’s burning my soul, what was the damn reason. I will be honest, I want fortune and I want the fame, I want the power of a platform to create the change, I need my fem brothers and queens to see that we stronger, I need my family in luxury and good health longer, Now’s the time for melanin to reclaim its royal throne. Reject the ignorance and hatred, out the window, thrown. Building a team, because I know I can’t do it alone. But writing raps and poetry, that’s me, making it known. I want Nicki to hear this message and to know she did it, Thanks to my brother, she changed my life after the first listen, Always been a conscience gleams, but she brought out my glisten Now in the booth, speaking truth, with 2020 vision. Black, educated, successful and driven, Creating a sound. Standing on stage, performing my art, entertaining a crowd. Talent unique speak it out loud, It’s Divaj, next with the crown. This is my Soliloquy
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Booth Baby 02:23
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(Miss Ro) (it's Divaj) Uh I still don’t think these bitches really even understand Not to be mean, but stealing scenes, is part of who I am Don’t let these niggas fool me when they say they got a plan I’m looking for a nigga who can spot a hundred grand I call my bitches verdes cuz they good to go Ain’t talkin bout the number but I had to let you know (UNO) If you tryna catch my eye, Then boy you better recognize I’m freaky bitch, Real freaky shit, But never been no hoe And I’m on this new cash flow, Bitch I’m zooming to the bank They calling me conceited But I do just what I say And these hoes is not the same Cuz these hoes they go both ways Catch me moving with the twerkers And the shakers stop to play I got the magic, black magic, So fuck your juice But if you need a spell, I could come tell you the truth He calling me a snack, So Ima call him Scooby Doo If he can make my bed rock, Then it’s Yabadabadoo Now I’m pulling up, To hit the club, I’m sipping on some ace Few baddies in my section, But they all be serving face Bitch I’m flawless, when I’m lawless And it’s always fuck police, Power bottom dancing bad bitch, Flip to fem top in the sheets Don’t hit my line, when you know I’m in the booth, baby You get my time, when you know just what to do, baby Every late night, I’m on my grind. it’s all for you, baby Blessed divine, two rap legends made a booth baby. Don’t hit my line, when you know I’m in the booth, baby You get my time when you know just what to do, baby Every late night, I’m on my grind, it’s all for you, baby Blessed divine, two rap legends made a booth baby. Booth baby of Cakes and Miss Minaj Attraction to high fashion And I spit like a barrage Look Killa in chinchilla Go through dudes like a montage Hate my gayness, eat my anus, Bitch it tastes like applesauce. Watch me, roll it up, then run it up, I’m stacking up this cash. I’m serious about it, Like you had a heart attack, Bitch I’m cruising, Leave him bruising After throwing this asspback All the shit that I been wanting, Now I’m getting all of that. Don’t hit my line, when you know I’m in the booth, baby You get my time, when you know just what to do, baby Every late night, I’m on my grind. it’s all for you, baby Blessed divine, two rap legends made a booth baby. Don’t hit my line, when you know I’m in the booth, baby You get my time when you know just what to do, baby Every late night, I’m on my grind, it’s all for you, baby Blessed divine, two rap legends made a booth baby. New dick, new fit, new whip, Just did a turn Same beat, new flow, when will, These bitches learn Bad bitch, been that, good weed Still left to burn All these n***as like my dick, All these n***as got the curve New dick, new fit, new whip, Just did a turn Same beat, new flow, when will, These bitches learn Bad bitch, been that, good weed Still left to burn All these n***as like my dick, All these n***as got the curve
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Sticky Situation (prod. by Mejah) 03:28
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(Majeh) (Let’s give it to em) It’s a sticky situation we’re in Getting boys when we’re asking for men It’s a sticky situation we’re in Getting boys when we’re asking for men They want it gritty, they picky Toothpicky, still they can’t stick me or hit me, Want it, I got it So please don’t ever dismiss me, All these n***as is hoes, Wearing all the same clothes, How the fuck you want a man, Who ain’t got style on his own? Diva J, when I come through, Bitches gon remember this name And It’s Divaj when I come through, NWA, when I run this game. If you want some bars, hit me, Every beat I’m on, it be, Giving flame and heart emojis Stacking up my fans, AC! Got all yo girls, n***a Got all yo girls, They at my show n***a Doing splits and twirls These n***as mad tho Already know, They can’t with me, go toe to toe Real n***as gonna bat for me, They secure in their mind, got sagacity. Had to be everything that I had to be, And I ain’t teaching it for free, learn that from me Uh Wanna hear what I have to say, You gon wanna see the show and you gon have to pay, Most men are trash so they just go to waste I don’t care about the body, please get outta my face. It’s a sticky situation we’re in Getting boys when we’re asking for men It’s a sticky situation we’re in Getting boys when we’re asking for men They want it gritty, they picky Toothpicky, still they can’t stick me or hit me, Want it, I got it So please don’t ever dismiss me, All these n***as is hoes, Wearing all the same clothes, How the fuck you want a man, Who ain’t got style on his own? Uh Diva J, when I come through, Only at your club to get this cash, And It’s Divaj when I pass you, And n***a you ain’t ever gonna hit this ass Doing what I please, it me, This drip is clean, Godly Been over seas, bitch So what’s the tea sis, This flow is mean, please don’t get sea sick. I keep it flowing and flowing, I know they need this And I ain’t slowing slowing, I like to speed bitch I’m on the roll while I’m rolling, I Light it up then I blow it I been that bitch and you know it Can’t help but flaunt when I show it These haters green with envy, But that means I just keep going No Moses, we burning trees Then have him down on his knees, Cuz no one else can get it sticky like me Step on up, I know you came to see, Pedal bike flow, when I ride the beat, Ain’t fishing for clout, I don’t aim to please Diva J, self made, entities. It’s a sticky situation we’re in Getting boys when we’re asking for men It’s a sticky situation we’re in Getting boys when we’re asking for men They want it gritty They picky, Toothpicky, still they can’t stick me or hit me, Want it, I got it So please don’t ever dismiss me, All these n***as is hoes, Wearing all the same clothes, How the fuck you want a man, Who ain’t got style on his own? They want it gritty, they picky Toothpicky, still they can’t stick me or hit me, Want it, I got it So please don’t ever dismiss me, All these n***as is hoes, Wearing all the same clothes, How the fuck you want a man, Who ain’t got style on his own?
4.
Money in My Hand (prod. by IAMNOBODI) 03:20
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... Put the money in my hand, Don’t say that love don’t cost a thang, Put the money in my hand, Don’t say you only want a friend Put the money in my hand, Cuz lust gon cost a couple bands, Put the money in my hand, Cuz that ain’t something that I lend, Yo, I know these n***as like to play with me Cuz every thing that they say to me Are made up games or pleads to please Theyll pray to me, act differently, Such blasphemy, it just baffles me Still I treat them right I guess that’s my big heart I always bring the light But I play in the dark When these n***as wanna roll some Then you know who they hit up And these bitches gunna talk shit But I ain’t the one who broke them and left off I know these n***as gonna hate this Cuz I’m the mufuckin truth tella And no I’ll never ever out them, In my Jeep, having convos with a bank teller N***as watch while I do this But they could never understand it, How a fag that is dark skinned, Became the reason all the baddies claiming “that bitch” Been driving, and I’ve never used a stick shift But I know how to make a n***a come quick, When he’s sleep, get my money, use his thumbprint Then I dip, burn an L, and bump the Pinkprint Put the money in my hand, Don’t say that love don’t cost a thang Put the money in my hand, Don’t say you only want a friend Put the money in my hand, Cuz lust gon cost a couple bands, Put the money in my hand, Cuz that ain’t something that I lend Yo, now all you lookin ass n***as, don’t even look at me, I gave y’all third eye chances, to prove that potentially, But still y’all fucked up, three strikes, and y’all still won’t be out, Yet I’m still leveling up, still looking right, still smoking that loud. Now I got a new man, and he on his bankroll His name is that bag, and he do me right tho And when we fuckin, it’s called so successful, Bitch you know I keep that tight hole. Put the money in my hand, Don’t say that love don’t cost a thang Put the money in my hand, Don’t say you only want a friend Put the money in my hand, Cuz lust gon cost a couple bands, Put the money in my hand, Cuz that ain’t something that I lend ... And now he’s out there all alone, Wandering and traveling, His soul, he’s still searching. All that I’ve dreamed for you. ...
5.
Divaj & Rø - Nothing Personal 03:44
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(Miss Ro) (it's Divaj) I'm a have to let you know Nothing personal I'm a have to let you go Nothing personal Without you here, i need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal I'm a have to let you know Nothing personal I'm a have to let you go Nothing personal Without you here, i need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal These dudes and all their lies, One moment, they lust me, Next plotting my demise, I’d let em, so trusting I’m strict with my insides, But fuck em, a tight squeeze. Protection by mind’s eye, Healing heart on the right sleeve. New money's my new guy, I’m loving myself free. I’m letting it take me, This life’s about the ride I’m driving, I’m steering, Doing me on my time, Cuz he wasn’t adhere-ing, Had to leave him behind So who the fuck is you, claiming you the truth, Got you acting hella cocky cuz I started fixing screws, Asking would you be my shotty if I took a sunset cruise. Got you thinking you can choose, Well this is me cutting you loose. (Chopped) I'm a have to let you know Nothing personal I'm a have to let you go Nothing personal Without you here, i need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal I'm a have to let you know Nothing personal I'm a have to let you go Nothing personal Without you here, i need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal And you know I mean this shit, Doing what they say I can’t, I’m getting my chips and glam, Don’t need you for attention I know that you don’t understand, It’s actually part of the problem Solution is moving forward and getting that peter pan, Whoever has him next, don’t stay in his never land. My warning it isn’t safe like the place, that I keep bands, That’s when he’ll snap me to play, Too far gone I’ll be, no Drake. Diva J, busting through the gates Of a homophobic rap game. Now I don’t mean to brag or nothing, But baby, I’m doing better cuz I stand for something, And I get my cheddar, lettuce, blueberry kush, and bread, Eating better, sandwich, fruit, and white boys with good head I'm a have to let you know Nothing personal I'm a have to let you go Nothing personal Without you here, i need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal I'm a have to let you know Nothing personal I'm a have to let you go Nothing personal Without you here, i need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal Hear me out, feel me now? Lost in his own mind, but standing in the crowd Always turning up, but scared of the come down Crying out for help, yet no one hears a sound (Till he) hear me out, (will he) feel me now? Lost in your own mind, but standing in the crowd Always turning up, but scared of the come down Crying out for help, yet no one hears a sound Did you want me to leave? Did you want me to say it's nothing personal? I let you know, let you know, let you know I let you go, let you go, let you go I need to grow, need to grow, need to grow Now it's not at all, nothing personal (I let you know, let you know, let you know) I had to let you know (I let you go, let you go, let you go) I had let you go Without you here, I need to grow Nothing personal Nothing personal Nothing personal

about

Inspired by greatness. Motivated by love for oneself and others. Executed with unique talent, hard work, and a passion to connect. The definition of a soliloquy is; A dramatic or literary form of discourse in which a character talks to himself, herself (or in my case themself) or reveals his, her (or their) thoughts when alone or unaware of the presence of other characters. This...is my soliloquy.

~Soliloquy is a moment of collected thoughts, witty rhymes, and emotion triggering expression~

credits

released December 4, 2020

A special thank you to Alecness for the professional mastering of this record, Lailah for her added vocals on “Money in My Hand”, Rø and Mejah and IAMNOBODI for providing me with sick beats to breathe on, and Rotoscope Recordings for executive producing and mixing the whole project.
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Soliloquy is dedicated to:
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My Guardian Angel, Brittany (1995-2013)
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My biggest rap icons, Cakes Da Killa & Nicki Minaj; thank you for inspiring me to rap. Thank you for showing me I can create my own legacy.
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My twin brother Jordan, thank you for introducing me to Hip-Hop/Rap and Nicki Minaj. Your wisdom, generosity and support has always been my motivation for wanting to make the world a better place.
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My Mom, for always allowing me to express myself, protecting me fiercely from as many evils as she could, and loving me unconditionally so that I could grow up to pass on that light that she has bestowed on to me. The light our world needs.
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My Wifey - Thank you for booking that library studio session at NDSU all those years ago and gassing me up when I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing. Look at me now.
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My family and friends; y’all have supported me, loved me, laughed with me, and challenged me in every way in order to help me get to this beautiful place.
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My Amazons: Syd Vicious, Billie the Boss, Cassidy, Thee Bradley Girls, Queen Justyne, Julia, Ro, Laura, Aleenium & Sprinkles: the femme fatales of Race Crew, just to name a few.
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My Gladiators: Nick J, Colton, Natan, Taylor, Eric, Nick L, Fredy, Harrison, Peter, John, Kevin, The Knights of The Kingdom, Ian, Ross, Jon, Das, Tristen, Luke, & Greg, and countless others.
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Only together, in unity, can we run and change the world. Thank you, I see and appreciate you all. Keep protecting and defending me.
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THANK YOU to the ones who were only meant to be in my life for a specific period of time and the ones that tried to break, defeat, and destroy me. You and I both know who you are, nice try! I know you’re gunna be feeling the tightness in ya chest with this one.
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I’ll never forget you but now I’m on the go. Know that you’re no longer important to me.
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Thank you for strengthening me. Thank you for teaching me. Thank you for giving me life. However, your time is up and I no longer have any desire or use for you:
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“I thought I had you,
booth baby
But it became a sticky situation
Tried fucking with me and the money in my hand,
I see,
The truth:
Just know there’s nothing personal how I end this relation”
-Leijon, after hearing Soliloquy
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My Team: Sheltron - You’re a new wave and I’m blessed and honored our journeys have intertwined; Lonefront - Your sound is big, but your emotions and heart are even bigger, and that’s what I admire about you and your art; Leijon - No shade, your creative constructs truly give me my Colors of the Wind remix fantasy; Daskidd - World extraordinaire club kid - I’ll always be down to get filthy with paint and you; Lehmkuhl - The making of ‘Divatron’ teaser video will forever go down in my creative history as ICONIC!
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And lastly,
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Rø,
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My beautiful, talented, Dear Friend, Collaborator & Sister.
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Every step of the way, you’ve assisted and supported me in bringing my vision to life. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for continuous time, talent, and energy. Thank you for insight and guidance. Thank you for executively producing my EP. I could not have done any of this without you. I am eternally grateful. The EP, success, blessings, and new beginnings are dedicated to you. To us. To we. It is our duty to carry this light. To manage the burdens and stress. So that we can restore our gleam. I love you. I see you. I appreciate you. Let’s get some bags, sis!


Love always & forever,
Diva Jaye

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Divaj Saint Paul, Minnesota

Twin cities-based live performer, writer, and recording artist. Their works - in all forms - are highly accessible and are gaining increasing attention on the international stage.

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Inspired by Greatness. Motivated by Love.

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